Falling Short is such a painful thing ?

Hi........................................ 💫

Iam back. 

So, 2 tahun ini sering denger lagunya RM judulnya "uhgood". It actually the most related song to me so far. Terutama di masa-masa ngerasa butuh pertolongan dan kita gabisa ungkapin ke orang lain mungkin. Here is the translate 

All I need is me 

All I need is me 

I know I know I know I know I know I know

All you need is you 

All you need is you 

You know You know You know You know You know You know 

Sometimes I get disappointed in myself 

I trample on myself once again 

This is all you can do? You have to do way better 

You need to become much cooler 

You should rather die than lose 

You have to win, you, you, you

Falling short is such a painful thing 

If you don’t go through it then you can’t know it 

My ideals and reality, so very far 

But still, by crossing the bridge 

I want to reach you 

The real you The real me 

This song has deep meaning to me. Since i lost so much control for the past few years. And now has to face the reality in front of me, while so much things happen lately. Iam really trying to not depressed, since i had it long ago. I don't wanna be like that anymore. 

"Falling short is such a painful thing" , its true. Aku analogikan sebagai, gagal disaat belum mencoba, atau gagal disaat kita tau padahal hal itu dalam jangkauan kita, tapi kita ga mampu. Mungkin karena faktor lain atau diri sendiri. Well, whatever the reason it still such a painful thing. 

Actually, ga cuman lagu ini aja yang spesial. The whole mono album is like 'a person' to me. Pokoknya tiap denger tiap lagu sambil baca translatenya ngerasa kaya awalnya that song is say hai to us, trus the other song kaya cerita ke kita masalah yang dia punya yang mana relate banget sama kehidupan kita, terus lagu berikutnya kita nangis bareng, berikutnya lagi kaya mulai nge puk2 pundak kita, sampe akhirnya its okay gitu. Its okay to feel it, but we also have to let that feeling gone. Karna ga selamanya kaya gitu. A person like me yang sering berlarut di zona "i need help" itu jadi sadar. And "that help" that i need is actually only myself who can do that.